Career Stress

Depression's Back

I guess the worst case scenario would be this:

http://www.newcastle.edu.au/program/11581.html

HOPEFULLY!!!

"Cancelled" Meeting

Today I went to SDH again, got bored staring at the computer for the whole day.  Even dramas don't seem to be able to occupy me anymore. I was supposed to go to Woolloomooloo from Kings Cross Station afterwards to meet a family. However, nobody was home and I was forced to have gone for nothing. Maybe it's not a bad thing: the place seemed complicated and dangerous so I might as well not take up the job. My fiance was with me and he also told me to forget about it and take it as a trip to somewhere (i.e. Kings Cross) I have never gone before. He said the family might have forgotten about the meeting. Somehow, I'm not feeling that well when I got home tonight.

I just hope that I really get the Surry Hills job coz the salary from only one family doesn't seem to be enough. Job seeking's been so hard this year, I do realize many of the job advertisements I used to see in the past few years are gone. Oh well, I can probably concentrate on my studies - if I get enough credits for this semester, I might be able to do only one unit next semester and try something else!

Today I've been looking at the beauty courses again. I have this feeling that the only thing holding me back from doing it is the course fee and the supposedly lower work status and salary. I am so much confused again.

Better Days

Yesterday, I forgot to type in my entry. Anyway, it was a good day yesterday!

I woke up late, at around 11:30am. Then, I went to Eastwood for lunch after my fiance picked me up at around 1:00pm. After that, we went to the doctor's and I complained about my swallowing problem, my fatigue, my headache, my dizziness, my heartache, my memory and speech loss, etc. The doctor told me to go do a blood test or something like that, so I would have to go to the pathology's soon. When it was around 4:00pm, I walked over to the family. Today's sesson was wonderful and the family liked the clay figure I made for her as a pencil holder. I hope the clay figure, now named as "Arion" would still be "alive by the time I see it again.

Today was a good day too. I woke up at 6:30am and my fiance drived me to the university. Unfortunately, I looked too tired today for a picture on the Access Card, so I guess I have to wait till next time. I was nearly late for the meeting with the family at Surry Hills but I got there in time. The family was nice and warm and the kid was really cute. I hope I get to work there coz the family said they're still seeing a few other therapists, which makes the possibility lower despite the fact that I really wanted to work with the kid.

Last of all, these two days were better days.

The 7th Rainy Day

It would have been the 7th rainy day in a row if I hadn't miscalculated. I really hate rainy days - I get too moody and I would have to go out most of the time. The good news is university hasn't started yet, so I can still endure it a little more. I wonder how many more days it's going to continue raining, Sydney is such an annoying place when it's continuously raining.

Enough of the anger. Today wasn't a good day neither. I woke up late and realized I just missed church. I was going to go and announce that I'm not going to lead bible study anymore. Now I guess I still have to go on with it since all the guys have quit leading it. Let's hope it's going to be ok for me to manage full time study, work and church ministry (i.e. Sunday School teaching and bible study leading). *sigh*

Alright, so things haven't been good today, so let's hope it'll be better tomorrow.